I keep you jealously to myself,
in a photo the size of a kiss,
a kiss in the shape of a bullet.
I dwell on things that break my own heart,
I think and think until I drink and drink,
it’s the side of myself that I’m most comfortable with;
the side of me that lets me sleep.
I dwell on things to break my own heart
because I could give a shit about how I think.
I just keep hoping my brain, my heart, and my guts will stop
don’t call me a coward when I say these things
just be proud I’m not ashamed of who I am
just be proud I’m not like you.
naomi//neutral milk hotel
your prettiness is seeping through
out from the dress i took from you
and my emptiness is swollen shut
always a wretch i have become
so empty and please
please don’t leave me
Lefty - Title Fight
Keep those blurry memories somewhere safe. You may need them.